The beat goes on...

Still broke... We doesed yeasterday. I dunno if I feel depressed or anxious or what right now. I kinda feel good. Sure, I'll go with that. I feel good. I get paid on Wednesday, which is when we'll dose again, I'm sure. We plan on 3 days a week. Saturday, Sunday and Wednesday. The weekend, then a 2 day break, then a dose on hump day, then a two day break until the weekend again.

I really haven't been feeling too much withdrawal recently. I mean, I've only dosed twice in the past 8 days. Really haven't been much of a junkie recently. In fact, I would say I feel pretty damn OK about myself, in general. Tonight will probably be pretty easy. I'll crash early, being pretty tired. Anyways, not much to say I guess. I'm just trying to keep the anxiety and bay and delay the bad things that seem painfully inevitable.