Damn...

Tolerance is too high... Not gettin' mcuh of anything... Need to change... To take initiative... Lowest ever... Weak... Tired... Sick... Resentful... Self-hating... Need hope... Need change... Need something to do... Falling... Need to Grasp... Take hold... Take control... Hard to sleep... Hard to live... Hard to not feel like shit... I can change... I swear... I think... I hope... Please... Let me change...