It's been a couple days...

So, it's been a couple days since my last hit of the horse. Well, except for a little upset stomach this morning, I feel pretty good. I feel much better than I did earlier this week. It feels good to not do any H and for the first time in a while, I'm actually not having any problem with the cravings. It's cool, really it is.

I don't have much to say today. I went through a performace review at work yesterday and it turns out that I'm gonna be getting a raise, which is definitely going to be helpful, although not for quitting heroin. Still, I have a bunch of responsibilities that I've been blowing off for a long time that are gonna creep up on me soon. What I'll do about it, I'm not entirely sure at the moment; I really just want to feel good being off opiates.

On another note, I've been drinking and smoking a lot of pot. Now, I've always been known to smoke a lot of pot, but drinking hasn't much been my thing. However, it might be growing on me. I know I'm just trading one addiction for another, but like I said, I've almost always smoked pot, and drinking is much less destructive and expensive than opiates. Ah, well, what's a man to do? Smoke a cigarette? Yeah, I gotta stop doing that, too. Damn it.