We'll see...

We'll see how this goes, I guess. I hate having to roll with the punches, but I always end up having to anyways. I just procrastinate like hell. I procrastinate to the point that if I don't do something right away, I'm most certainly pretty fucked. So that's how I am with this whole debt thing... most certainly pretty fucked.

I'm not sure what they can do, though. If you don't know, I took out a bunch of payday loans and defaulted pretty badly on just about all of them. I probably owe something like $3000, and they keep saying that they are gonna take me to court, but I keep thinking, why the hell would I show up? Anyways, I should probably go to one of those free credit counseling services or something, and maybe at least they can tell the collectors that they won't be seeing any money anytime soon.

So I dosed last night like I figured I would and the withdrawal is finally gone. I went 3 days without doing any, so I was able to get substantially high last night for relatively little. I know it'll be a while, probably around 5 days, before I can dose again, but the WD shouldn't be too bad this time around. If I do end up with a bit of WD, I'm probably gonna be smoking a bunch of weed or drinking my ass off. Withdrawal not only sucks because of how I feel physically, but I really withdrawal psychologically, and I hate to do that to my girl. She ends up thinking I'm upset with her or unhappy with her. Ah, well, I should be alright tonight.